What a day. It began well enough – I felt wonderful and in
tune with the universe and all that when I awoke around 6 a.m. But the universe decided I needed a little
more than smooth sailing for the day it appears.
I left the campsite and drove through the wildlife refuge,
hoping to get a glimpse of some wildlife. I saw and heard a lot of lovely
birds, but that’s about all. I took a wrong turn and ended up on a road that
became impassable, so I had to back track. No problem, I thought. Little did I
know that would be the theme for the day.
I had planned to hike the Frater Lake Trail, which consisted
of a few loops a hiker can string together. After looking at the maps posted
and the one I got at the forest service the day before, I decided to do the
Cougar Rock Loop which was just under five miles long, and if I felt like, I
would add on the Tiger Loop for another two miles. I could even add the Lake Leo Trail for
another three miles, making it a 10-mile day, depending how I felt at that
point of the hike.
So I took off, full of energy and feeling good – it was a
cool morning and I wore my sweatshirt for the first few miles. When I did take
it off, it was still cool enough that I was chilled as my sweat hit the cool
air. That didn’t last long though, and the forest was comfortable and shaded
for the most part. The trail itself was pretty easy – there were some elevation
gains and some rocky areas, but for the most part the climbs and descents were
well graded and gentle.
I came along a sign a few miles in that showed “you are here”
and I was just where I thought I should be. I continued on, enjoying the day.
After a while, and a few more miles, I felt I should have started looping back
around to the starting point where I could jump onto the shorter Tiger Loop. I
checked the GPS, and I had gone about four miles, so I should have been well
around the original loop by then. I checked my maps, and I was headed away from
the start still. I followed the trail a while longer, wondering if I had
somehow misjudged the measurement of the loop – maybe it was 4.8 miles to the
connection to Tiger Loop, not for the whole loop. But as I continued to hike,
and regularly checked the direction I was traveling, I realized I was just
getting farther and farther out.
I pulled out the map I had picked up at the forest service
office, and I looked it over again. I realized that I must have been following
a trail that went on for miles and miles, never looping around. I had gone
about five miles at this point, and I decided to just turn around and go back
the same way I went out. My right foot, which has been a real pain (literally and
figuratively) since last fall, began aching pretty severely. Although the plantar
faciitus I suffered until a month or so ago has gone, I apparently have a weak
joint, and that square bone in the middle of my foot has a tendency to pop out of place, dropping
down toward the ground. My wonderful podiatrist, Dr. Coffin, has popped it back
in place before, put a small pad on my insert to help hold the bone in, and
showed me how to pop it back in if need be.
I sat down when the pain became almost unbearable, pulled my
boot and sock off, and popped it back into place. Now I’ve moved it back in
place other times when it started hurting, but I don’t think it had been this
much out of place before. I actually
heard it pop when I manipulated it. This helped a lot, and I was able to
complete the last five miles with much less pain. I couldn’t wait to get my
boots off and slip on my sandals, but the pain lingered and in fact got worse
once I removed the boots.
I stopped at the Beaver Resort, a little collection of
cabins near the trail head, and asked if they had a shower I could buy. The
woman there, whom I had met on my way to the trail head when I bought a cup of
coffee from her, said sure – they were $1.00 and to take my time. Walking to get my stuff for showering was excruciating.
I couldn’t believe how much my foot
continued to hurt. I must have looked like a crippled old woman, shuffling
slowly across the parking lot. That’s what I felt like anyway.
Some interesting things grow on trees (not money, dammit) |
The shower helped everything but the foot. It became stiffer
and sorer as the afternoon wore on, and by early evening, I was about in tears
- not only from the pain, but also with the fear that it wouldn’t get better.
There is no way I can hike 220 miles through the Sierra Nevada on a bum foot.
I decided I had to quit wearing my sandals and put on my
tennis shoes with my inserts in them. I also added another pad to the spot Dr.
Coffin had put the first one, lifting the support a little higher. And I took
ibuprofen for the pain. After a few tearful conversations with a few friends,
and a dipped cone at McDonalds (yes, in fact they do have dipped cones now!) I
began to feel better.
It’s still a bit stiff, but it’s beginning to feel normal
again. I think I’m going to wear shoes, not sandals, pretty much all the time
now until the hike. I have a call in to Dr. Coffin to see if wrapping it in
some way will help, and I’m going to ice it regularly, massaging that damn bone
into place every night.
All I can do is hope it heals quickly and this was just a
fluke. I have a lot more miles I want to hike this summer, and I don’t need a
bum foot slowing me down. I’m taking tomorrow off from hiking – I’m driving
down to see the Grand Coulee Dam and do a little auto sightseeing. I’ll give the
foot another try the next day somewhere in central Washington.
What was I just saying yesterday about the universe always
giving me what I need, even if it doesn’t seem that way? This would be one of
those times.
Sorry to hear about your foot! I hope it gets cleared up! Hang in there, this too shall pass!
ReplyDeleteLesson after lesson, huh? After an evening of reflection on fear, the next day's experiences reinforced your habitual beliefs about the "reasons" for fear. I don't pretend to know how that works, but it certainly happens over and over again, doesn't it? Take good care of yourself, and make decisions about your trip and your activities from a point of self care. I think if you consider your fears in their proper perspective and make reasonably smart decisions, you'll do just fine.
ReplyDeleteYou go, girl! :)