Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Day 6, July 24: Grinnell Glacier Hike


Day 6, July 24: Grinnell Glacier Hike

Where do I begin today? In Steinbeck’s “Travels with Charley,” he talks about how he realized, somewhere along his journey, that a person has to become discriminating in the experiences she comes across. That there comes a time you must decide to forego an experience, a view, a sensation, simply because you’re so full from what you’ve seen, experienced, and felt already.

Only six days into my journey, and I realize this trip is like an all-you-can-see buffet. The sights, sounds, smells, even textures and tastes, become overwhelming to the senses. For instance, as I drove back to camp tonight on the Going to the Sun Road, I suddenly realized I wasn’t looking at the mountains, at the trees, at all the things I’ve been captivated by. Of course, this is after stopping to photograph the same mountains (I’m sure) that I photographed on the way over to the east side of Glacier this morning, but still, I realized I am in danger of becoming so desensitized to the beauty of this world that I quit seeing it.

But perhaps that is because of the richness of the day that was coming to a close. Each of the days preceding this one has been rich. But today, I feel as saturated as I can tolerate. This is not a complaint; it’s simply an observation.

The view of the sunrise this morning
I began the day with the two and a half hour drive across Glacier from west to east. I was, in fact, going to the sun on this well-known and celebrated road of that name. In order to start what was to be a 10-mile hike to one of the park’s fading glaciers, I awoke at 5:30 and was on the road by 6:15. The temperature at 5:30 was a cool 42 degrees, but I had been cozy in my tent. The crisp air felt lovely and seemed appropriate for hiking to a glacier. I didn’t take the time to make coffee or breakfast; instead I had a trail mix bar and stopped for a coffee to go from the Lake McDonald Lodge on the way.

Leaving so early on what is usually a crowded road, afforded me the luxury of a solitary drive for the first half of the trip. It wasn’t until we were halted for road construction that others gathered around.  Sitting waiting for construction on The Going to the Sun Road is not quite the same as waiting for the pilot car on an oil road in the Midwest. Or at least it’s easier to feel joy in the delay.

The trail head for the Grinnell Glacier hike is just off the parking lot of the Many Glacier Hotel, the farthest east and north of all the Park’s lodges. It’s a beautiful old building, evoking feelings of an era long past of genteel men and women vacationing for the summer with their families (think Dirty Dancing), and it sits on a green lake. The lakes here are the most lovely shade of green/blue. I’ve tried to capture the hue in the photos I’ve taken, but I confess I’ve failed to pick it up. I need my friend Deb here to take some photos – now she can capture color!

All bundled up and ready to go.
East Glacier is known for its wind, and today didn’t disappoint. I layered up with two jackets and a long-sleeved shirt, and even wore my stocking cap for the first part of the hike. Once I got moving, and was out of the wind, protected by tall pines and bushy undergrowth, I quickly shed my outer jacket and cap. There were others beginning the hike at the same time, and we introduced ourselves. I quickly took off, not wanting to join their group of seven or eight even though they’d invited me. There’s something about being out there by yourself that adds an extra dimension to the hike.  I have come to realize, however, that hiking is a solitary activity, even when you do it with a group. But that is a discussion for another day.

So I moved down the trail, calling out to bears occasionally to avoid surprising any, and quickly covered a few miles. I was thinking what an easy hike this was compared to the day before, and realized I can enjoy hikes even if they aren’t difficult and challenging. I also realized, rather quickly after that thought, that those first two, mostly flat, miles were part of a bait and switch offer. As I rounded a  turn after crossing a rushing river, I noticed the trail led uphill rather steeply. Then, as I checked my GPS, I did the math. I had climbed virtually no elevation in those first two miles, and the trail climbs 1650 feet altogether. That meant, I deduced, that all that rise in elevation was in the last 3 miles of the hike. Pretty much like the day before.

Grinnell Lake
Up the garden path...

The views along the way not only included a variety of those green blue lakes, with Lake Grinnell sitting almost circular and the greenest bluest of all, but colorful wildflowers. One part of the hike made me think of Japanese tea gardens. A winding path surrounded with lush undergrowth, wild flowers, and waterfalls. The more time I spend in nature, the more I realize all landscapers are trying to do is recreate what Mother Nature already has done so well. The symmetry and design I encounter continually astound me.



Knowing this was the longest hike I’ve attempted (although it’s about the same length as that last day climbing out of the Grand Canyon), I tried to pace myself once the climb began. I stopped after a few hours to have a little lunch and enjoy the view. What I didn’t realize is that it’s still early in the season for Glacier National Park, and there are snowfields that impede progress on some of these trails. Grinnell Glacier trail is one of those. About three and a half miles in I came to a sign strung across the path warning that the trail has dangerous snowfields and one needs to be cautious and prepared to cross these snowfields or turn around.  I decided to go on, and read the situation as it arose.

Climbed over this sign
The trail goes just above where the hikers on the snowfield are.
A bit farther down the trail, I came to a stream running across the trail from a small waterfall, and along side of it was a small snowfield. I had to step through the water and then on the snow to stay on the trail. I thought, rather smugly, “That wasn’t so bad,” and hiked on. By this time, I began to see more people on the trail, both coming and going. I met up again with the people I saw at the start, and we hiked together for a while. Then, around a bend, I found out what the sign really meant by snow field.

Across the path, probably 30 feet wide and stretching high up the mountain, was a snow field. To continue on the trail, I had to leave the trail, climbing down a steep embankment and then across loose rock below the snowfield. Then I had to climb back up to the trail on wet, muddy ground, littered with loose rock. There is a bit of climbing involved, and the rock that has to be climbed is wet and slick. I tried not to imagine what would happen if I lost my footing, but I couldn’t help but realize I would fall quite a ways on rock, and I was not sure where I would quit sliding. And about halfway up that precarious, slippery slope, I thought, “I have to come back down this.” But, I haven’t come this far to quit at the first sign of difficulty. And I was really REALLY glad I had taken those rock climbing lessons. The skills I learned there allowed me to climb carefully and slowly, finding the holds I needed and not panicking when they seemed elusive or impossible. This worked on the way down too, by the way. (Thank you Emilie for taking that class with me.)
You can see some hikers climbing up the far side of the snowfield. Doing that climb was one of the most at-risk I've felt in any of the adventures I've had yet. The slick,shifting rock was very precarious.d. 


Unfortunately, after about another mile I encountered another snowfield. This one was bigger and an experienced hiker who was just in front of us had slipped down the field and had to climb back up. Fortunately she wasn’t injured. And as I looked down the trail, I could see at least two more places where there were large snowfields blocking the way. I decided at that point it was time to turn around. I think I was only about a half to three-quarters of a mile from the glacier, but I didn’t want to risk it. If I’d had crampons and an ice axe and more than no experience on snowfields, I would have gone on. But with three weeks left of this adventure, I didn’t want it to end today.

So I turned back, along with the group I’d started the day with, and we made our way back the five miles we’d come. I didn’t see them much on the hike back, but I appreciated their companionship and presence during those tense moments. One of the men, Rob, made sure I made it up that slippery climb, and his older son hiked probably a quarter mile with me on the way back, visiting about parks he’d been to and other hikes he’d taken. There was a younger son too with the group, probably around 14, whose smile was sweet enough to make some of those tired miles more enjoyable.

I made it back in one piece – no slipping down snowfields to rocky valleys below, and still no bear sightings – and I’m enriched by the experience of the hike, the people I met, and the difficulties conquered. I also feel good that I knew when to turn back. I realize I have nothing to prove, only life to experience.

Monday, July 23, 2012

Day 5, July 23: Glacier National Park


Day 5, July 23: Glacier National Park

The day began on a little shaky ground. I stopped to get coffee as I began the day, and I spilled it all over the console. So I spent the first 30 minutes of my day cleaning things up. Then I headed north to Glacier, and it didn’t take long to feel the power of the scenery I passed. There really is nothing quite like northern Montana. The clarity of the lakes and the purity of the air, ringed by these towering mountains, are really amazing. If there weren’t so much snow here in the winter, I’d seriously consider moving up here.

I only had about a two-hour drive to Glacier, and as I came within 10 miles of it, the magic of the place overtook me. I have never experienced the feeling I get when I’m here.  It leaves me somewhat speechless.

I arrived at my campsite a few minutes early, which gave me time to visit with this very sweet (and rather hot) ranger about hiking trails. He made some suggestions, and we talked about other places we’d hiked and books we’d read. What a wonderful young man he was. He suggested I take this afternoon to hike to Apgar Lookout, so I followed his advice.




The hike was 3.6 miles in and then back, so it was a total of 7.2 miles. It also climbed about 2000 ft. in that 3.6 miles. The hike back was, needless to say, much easier and quicker.  But the view was astounding and well worth the effort of the climb. Lake McDonald, which I could see from the lookout, ringed with snow-topped mountains, was the brightest blue imaginable. Sitting there, with a few other couples who had made the hike, felt like I was at the top of the world.  (I know, I know, Barbara Anne – it’s not Everest!)

The view of Lake McDonald was breathtaking
I plan on hiking to Grinnell Glacier tomorrow morning. I’ve been told it’s a wonderful hike, but to be sure to take my bear spray. Repeatedly told to take the bear spray, as that is an area rife with grizzly bears. And one ranger, who when I said I had bear spray and bear bells, snorted and said, “You know what we call bear bells? Dinner bells.” Certainly inspires confidence in my preventative measures. They say to clap and holler when you come to a blind corner, so I intend to do just that. And I’m still wearing my bear bells.

Well, it’s an early morning tomorrow – I have a two and a half hour drive to the trail head. But that drive is the “Going to the Sun Road” and it’s a lovely drive. And that’s an understatement, but I’m getting tired of using all these superlatives and abstract adjectives – fabulous, wonderful, breathtaking, etc. It’s just hard not to here . . . Last year, Jesse and I took the “Going to the Sun Road” on the bike. Talk about an experience. I hope to watch the sun rise as I cross these mountains tomorrow morning.

So as long as no bears maul me tomorrow, I’ll write about the glaciers and the hike tomorrow night.

Sunday, July 22, 2012

Day 4, July 22: Lake Inez/Seeley Lake/Morrell Falls


Day 4, July 22: Lake Inez/Seeley Lake/Morrell Falls

I started the morning with a big shot of, “aren’t I self-sufficient” and have let that feeling follow me all through the day.

I awoke needing a shower in the worst way, so I went straight to the car and headed for the town of Seeley Lake, about 9 miles away. I looked down, and low and behold, my low tire light was on. It had come on yesterday briefly, but had gone back off and the tires looked just fine to me. So I pulled over and checked them again. Again, they passed my technical visual inspection. However, I heard Jesse’s voice in my ear, telling me to check the damn tires. That’s why I have a tire gauge in my car, right?

Morrell Falls
So after getting my coffee, finding out where the showers were, eating a breakfast burrito and browsing on line for a little while, I asked the clerk on my way out if they had air. They did and it was free (a rare thing these days) and she directed me to where it was located. I pulled out the trusty gauge and found out that both my front tires were a bit low. So I filled them, rechecked for proper inflation, and drove away, patting myself on the back! This seems a small feat, I know, for those who are used to taking care of things like this themselves, but for one who’s always relied on the men in her life or Tires Tires Tires or the Walmart Tire Center (last resort), this gives me a great sense of satisfaction and independence.








On my way back to camp, I checked out the various hikes in the area at the Ranger’s Station and selected Morrell Falls. (These rangers are my new best friends, by the way. Haven’t met a bad one yet.) The hike was about 2.5 miles in to the falls, so five miles round trip. However, there is an option to add another mile and a half by continuing up the mountain to be above the falls and see a few other falls. I chose to incorporate that additional hiking, and the effort was well worth it. After a steep climb up (coming down on loose rock was a challenge),the views were amazing. So I got a good six and a half miles in. The water fall was spectacular. Not what I expected at all.
Looking down from the top of the falls

Climbing above the falls to the source
There, I met a few lovely couples, one in particular I felt a kinship with. They were from New Jersey and in their late fifties. He had taken up Judo at 51 and is a black belt after just a few years. She is a teacher. Both are active and in wonderful physical condition, and we could have visited all day, but we respected each other’s need for solitude while we were there – we balanced it nicely. When they left, Kathy said, “Good luck on your travels. I would love to be a fellow adventurer with you.” And I you, Kathy. And I you.

I realized, as I began the hike, that it has been a few weeks since I hiked very far with my pack loaded. And this was just my day pack, so it’s about 15 – 20 pounds lighter than my big pack, and after about 30 minutes I could feel it in my back. I decided to ignore the aches I was experiencing and keep hiking. In a while, I realized it didn’t hurt any more. And I suddenly wondered if what we experience as pain, sometimes, is simply a new sensation. We label it “painful” but in fact it’s just our bodies adjusting to the new circumstances thrust upon it. But because we label this new sensation as “pain,” it becomes just that – something to escape or fight. But sometimes, maybe if we just experience what we experience without labeling it, it loses its power to be a negative force in our lives.

Deer on the trail
Byron Katie talks some about pain and the “unpleasant” experiences in life, and says just that same thing. It’s not the events that cause the pain or the unpleasantness, it’s the thoughts we have about those events. Of course there are some physical pains that we experience, but if we don’t label those sensations as negative, who knows how we would experience them. I’ve tried this with smells. When driving by a cattle feedlot, I’m tempted to think, “Man that stinks.” But instead, of late, I stop, take a deep whiff, and allow the experience to happen without judgment. It’s not unpleasant at all when I choose to experience it that way.  And that attitude has certainly made using the numerous “vault toilets” I find at campground more palatable (maybe that’s the wrong choice of words here . . .).
Sundown at Lake Inez

All of life seems to be a reflection of the thoughts we have about it. If I could only remember that when I’m thinking things are all wrong. And on those occasions that I do remember to challenge my thinking, I’m always relieved of the suffering I’ve inflicted upon myself.

Tomorrow I leave for Glacier. Who knows what adventures await me, but I know I’ll appreciate them more fully if I can leave the expectation and judgment behind and just be.


Saturday, July 21, 2012

Day 3, July 21: Sacred Journeys


Day 3, July 21: Sacred Journeys

I began the day early – rose by 7 a.m. and was on the road by 7:30. I find I’m much quicker getting going when I don’t cook breakfast. I grabbed a granola bar and bought a cup of coffee just outside the campground and hit the road on a glorious, crisp, Wyoming morning.

I hadn’t driven more than 20 miles when I came across Medicine Wheel in the Big Horn Mountains. Unsure of what I would find, I pulled in and parked, and decided to make the 3 mile round trip hike to see this sacred spot. Standing atop that mountain, observing what had been created as a sacred spot by members of various indigenous tribes and is still revered as a sacred place of worship, ceremony, and ritual, I was overcome with the beauty and history of the spot.

As I made the traditional walk around the site, I thought of others’ thoughts and prayers. I don’t pray much these days – I’m not sure who I would pray to as I don’t believe in a personified god any more. I thank the universe for conveniences and when things go my way, but I’m not sure what that means either. I thought, as I walked, I could thank Mother Earth, but that too seems insincere on my part. The earth is just an extension of ourselves. I feel we are, in the truest sense, simply an extension of the natural world. I find the science to be revered more than stories we tell about it all. But still, the beauty of those Wyoming mountains, the trees, animals, sky, clouds, and even the various trinkets and talismans other humans had offered up at this site, invoked William Blake’s lines from “The Tyger”:  “What immortal hand or eye /Could frame thy fearful symmetry?” And I had no answer.





From Medicine Wheel
This lack of an answer, however, didn’t distress me, or cause me to wonder what was wrong with me, or create guilt that I didn’t believe what so many others thought I should believe. It simply settled with me. I realize my spiritual beliefs have evolved away from myth of any sort. God, if there is one, just is. It lives in those rare present moments I sometimes experience without judgment, without expectation, without disappointment or satisfaction. It’s everything and it’s nothing. It’s me and it’s you. It’s the mountains, it’s the traffic, it’s the emaciated homeless woman and the obese millionaire. It’s simply everything. The trick, of course, is to live in that place of oneness. There the face of god is as evident and obvious as it is elusive and hidden when not in that place.

So I realized this journey I’m on is a vision quest of sorts. It is a quest to live more fully in that awareness, and to be just as at peace when I’m not there. And I am grateful (to whom or what I don’t have the foggiest) that I have the luxury of taking this journey through these beautiful lands wherein I’m traveling.

In the Wild Horse Sanctuary
Speaking of the physical journey I’m on, after the Medicine Wheel, I took another short detour up into a wild horse sanctuary and saw a few, very well-fed looking, “wild” horses. One stood in the middle of the road as I and a few other cars drove around her.




Then I hit the road north into Montana and enjoyed miles of scenic drives to arrive here at Inez Lake. It’s in the Lolo National Forest and the campground is small and free with no running water or electricity. It sits on a beautiful lake. The water is so clear I can see every pebble in relief. I waded in when I got here, unable to resist. I plan on swimming there tomorrow after a long hike in the Bob somebody-or-other Wilderness (I’m too lazy to go look at my notes).

My campsite
Finding this campsite is another story in itself. The short version is that I stopped in small cafĂ© in a little town and asked for advice on camping. A few patrons told me of numerous campgrounds around Seeley Lake, and suggested I look here. They also suggested a few good hikes. As I sat in the car, perusing my map, another man who had been at the bar approached my car. I rolled down the window and he told me of a small lake, past the one they’d recommended, that he was very fond of. He thought the name was Holland or something like that, but he was adamant that it was worth the hunt.
All the campgrounds were full around Seeley Lake but instead of panicking, I kept looking, realizing even if I had to sleep in my car, I would be fine and the experience rich. And then I saw an almost hidden sign that said Lake Inez – Camping. I had passed it and turned around. I followed a narrow dirt road to the one open spot left. Funny how those things all fall together, isn’t it?

And now, I’m off to bed for a full day tomorrow.